“And the sun won’t shine since you went away,
Seems like the rain’s pouring everyday
There’s just one heart when there once was two,
But that’s the way it’s gotta be ‘til I get over you”.
— Until I Get Over You by Christina Millian
Until now, I still can’t accept the fact that he is no longer in love with me. What happened? The one who used to make me laugh in any of his way, who used to make me smile even in his simplest manner, has changed.
We’ve shared laughters and tears. He treated me with all of his love. Can you imagine how happy a girl with that can be? Suddenly it all vanished.
Naniniwala ako sa sinasabi nila: “ang pinakamasayang pakiramdam ay ang magmahal, ngunit ito rin ang pinakamasakit”.
I don’t know if I would still look forward to anything for the two of us, or should I accept that we’re not meant for each other. It’s hard, really. To cry every night, or even when there are people around me, I can’t help but cry kahit nakakahiya. It makes me too vulnerable.
Everybody’s changing and sometimes those changes unintentionally hurt.
I can’t do anything but to think of that person, but what really hurts is that he feels nothing like I do. That maybe he’s not even getting hurt.
With this kind of emotion, sometimes we do anything just to forget about those hurt feelings. Like me, I spend my time listening to happy music, talking to a friend, going on some crowded places just to get it all out of my mind for a while.
I ask some people. Most broken-hearted men turn to alcoholic beverages, they’re hanging out with friends. Some women spend their time alone, in their room crying. There are some women who tend to drink too. Some are making themselves busy.
Ikaw, anong trip mo kapag ganito ang pakiramdam? What do you do to get over the pain?
We may have our different ways in trying to forget someone who have hurt us. Still, it takes time to heal.
We might feel loneliness for a while, but soon will find happiness for a lifetime.